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Jones: is upon them. Hmm? Anyone? (Pause) Oh, Im just telling you whats in there. And if its in the New Testament, its in the Old [Testament]. Then whenever you go, you find it. Say, well, how do you know whats good from ri right right from wrong. Thats how you have to have a preacher thats sent from God. How can you hear without a preacher? How can he preach, lest he be sent? How do you know hes sent? Hell have these supernatural gifts, but more than that, hell have a supernatural love. Hell have the fruits of the spirit and the gifts of the spirit. Said, faith cometh by hearing, and hearing by the word of God. The word of Gods not written, it didnt say faith cometh by reading, it says faith cometh by hearing. Listening. (Pause) Thats why it said in the last days, therell be a famine for the hearing of the word. Folk walk out. They wont hear it. Radio stations wont let me preach this. (Cries out) Why are they so afraid? Why? Why the wo the station manager at at San Francisco told us, he said, I know its true. WIBC in Indianapolis says, I know its true, but he said, they would burn my building down if you preached it.
Congregation: Murmurs
Jones: In fact, I was on WIBC (Pause) I was on WIBC a while, and that man came to me in tears. He said, theyve gone to every advertiser, and threatened that theyll not buy their products, and theyve threatened to blow this place up. (Tone moderates) He said, weve got to cancel your broadcast. And he took my hand with tears in his eyes, and he said, I never will go to another church in my life. He said, theyve said the meanest, ugliest, damnablest things over this phone to me that Ive ever heard, and then they quote scripture and speak in tongues to me. Hmm. Yes, yes, yes, I know. (Pause) In the first place about some of these who walking out of here like that, and the woman up there walked out in hu her silver tresses, (Pause) they walk out of here not believing the Bible themselves. Cause the Bible says, let the women keep silent in all the churches. Cause Paul, according to King James, he interpreted Paul, and he didnt like women, so he said, let the women keep silent in all the churches. Said, suffer not a woman to teach. If she wants to learn anything, let her go home and ask her husband. If he isnt dead. Or if she can find him. If the system hasnt already killed him. Let her go home, find him. Now I know its harder for some of you white people to identify with this than it is for black people. But theyre giving you the same road.
Single voice: Thats right.
Jones: (Voice rises) You had to fight today Your president [Richard Nixon] didnt want to give you a little bit of benefit increase of Social Security. They had to fight. He didnt want to give you enough, and you cant hardly live now. If you get sick and go to hospital, you wait for five hours in the emergency ward. Some of you whites are just as much of a nigger as I am.
Congregation: Applause and cries
Jones: They got our eyes in the sky. Why, Ive got the pictures up here I wont go into it now of the internment camps under Title II of the McCarran Act that theyre gonna put anybody in that protest or subverts religion or the institutions of this society. Thats why old Hubert Horatio [Humphrey] never gonna get my vote, cause hes the one the put that thing into being, and theres concentration camps right now at Allenwood, Pennsylvania, Tulelake (unintelligible word) California, theyre in Greenville, South Carolina, and Montgomery Im naming the places Wickenburg, Arizona, the Tucson, outside of Tucson, theres one McNeil Isle in Washington, (in full throat) already ready for fools like us that got our head in the black book and think were gonna fly away. Theyre gonna put us in hell while were looking for silver streets.
Congregation: Applause and cries
Jones: (Moderates tone) Comin all the time. Come round the corner this week, the Supreme Court said, a newspaper cannot print anything and keep their sources secret. Theyve got to give to a grand jury they give you a little thing, you say, oho, great, great, great day. No capital punishment. Didnt say that at all. Says capital punishment will not be applied to the na the the people that are presently in sentence. But it leaves to the state and encouraged one dissenting opinion encourages the state to set aside capital punishment for those who are guilty of political crimes. (Voice rises) And a political crime is whoever is in the head at the time. George Washington was just a stones throw from being called a traitor. He happened to win, and we call him the Father of the country, but if theyd lost, theyda burned him at the stake. So whoever they want to call the political (voice softens) crime will be murdered. And everybody jump up, (unintelligible rush) no more of us gone get killed now. (Pause) Same day they hand they sent down that decision, they said a newspaper cannot now a reporter has to tell where he gets his information. You know what thats gone do? (Pause) You know what thats gone do? What if you know some Mafia thats pushing drugs in your neighborhood, and killing your kids. (Voice rises) Youre gonna tell on them, when that newspapers got to bring you before the grand jury? (Pause) Are you gonna tell, when you know some Murder Incorporated? What kind of a mothers gonna risk her life to tell a reporter? (In full throat) Theyre gonna fix it up now so Mafia (Voice moderates) And everybody thought The Godfather was a big picture. I wanted to vomit. It was another one of the schemes of the system to glorify the Murder Incorporateds in America, make the big ol make uh, the godfather look so nice. Shootin people in their sleep, having people in their baptism and shootin em down in the doorways, killin every breath, cuttin peoples knives went through their hands, and making them look like theyre ordinary people. When you got through with the godfather, you liked him, didnt you? Yes, you did, most of the people that saw The Godfather kinda like him. Kinda liked him, because it made him he liked his kids. (In full throat) And thats what they want you to do, to like the rich rulers, the bankers, the international capitalists, the Mafia, they want to brainwash you, so youll like your enemies, and let them kill you even further.
Congregation: Response
Jones: (Voice moderates) Right now in San Francisco, fifteen people have been murdered by the Mafia. The mayor [Joseph Alioto] says theyre gonna have to have a national emergency, a sta uh, a city emergency, cause we got to get into whats going on. (Pause) Theres that old stinkin (unintelligible word). (Laughs) (Pause) Its not stinking because the person that was so brave to give it to me, sweet in that sense, that she got saved, think of her being saved so much, but look at that, look at that. Just just take it up and down the aisle. (Pause) Gold. And theres a hundred thousand of them in this town. (Voice rises) We got no food, we got no medicines, but we got gold, honey. We got crosses, we got sheribims and sheraphims (Pause) up and down the town today, in the choirs of us nigger churches, all us niggers. Were tryin to act like were free, and were not going to get free with choir robes, were gonna get free when we put our money together and build hospitals, and build factories, and build mills, and build farms, and build homes, and build schools, and get together. (Voice drops) Did you hear me? You know its the truth. (Pause) You know what Im saying is the truth. (Pause) Take a lot for that woman to get converted and give that up. Most folk wont do it. They got too much She had She uh Her treasure wasnt too big for her, but most people, when they get a treasure like that, theyre not gonna give it up. (Cries out) [Thats] Why a lot of you wont listen to me. Youre thinkin about (voice drops) how good you look with those white gloves. (Voice cries) You know your preachers a whoremonger. You know hes a rotten pimp. But you like to stand out there in the aisles, you like to look good with your white gloves. Youre afraid youre gonna give up something. You look like somebody. But youre nobody. When you get old, hell spit on you, you wont count for a dime.
Congregation: Applause and cries
Jones: (Voice moderates) Dont tell me, sister Ethel Taylor belonged to a Baptist church there, Missionary Baptist Church in San Francisco, and all her life, shed been on the usher board. She was the head of the usher board. But she got trouble, she got in an accident, crippled this leg. (Pause) She couldnt afford her apartment, and they kicked her out. She called up her preacher. Shed been on that usher board, shed scrounged and cleaned and worked, and she bought him one car herself personally, he said to her, (fake minister voice) "Trust the Lord."
Congregation: Laughter and cries
Jones: I never met her, but some neighbor told me about [her], and I got her a home in three hours. I had her a home. (In full throat) You are a bunch of silly people. Youve got nothing to lose but your chains. Thats all youve got to do, is to lose your chains. Get the chains off your mind. Get free. Be free. Whom the spirit set free, is free indeed.
Congregation: Applause
Jones: (Moderates voice) Got nothing to lose. Youre glorifying the very man, King James that pu (Aside) Take that thing out of my face, Ive seen enough of it.
Congregation: Laughter
Jones: Its beautiful, somebody helped us out, because if that sister dont object, Im gonna auction that off. Some jacklegll buy that, hell by that quick.
Congregation: Murmurs
Jones: (Breathes heavily) All right. (Pause) All right. Yeah? (Pause) They come to hear long enough, what I had to say. They wanted to spy out my liberty. Well, Im not minding Listen. Im not minding what you got in store for me. (Pause) I remember when old [Henry David] Thoreau, who preached the errors of the Bible, he wrote Walden, you know. He One of our great writers. We tell all these great things about him, but we dont preet all print all their books. They throwed him in jail, (Pause) cause he wouldnt pay not taxes for war, for slavery. Said, Im not paying no taxes for slavery. They throwed him in jail. Old Thoreau was there reading some book about peace, and up come [Ralph Waldo] Emerson, the big preacher, Reverend Emerson come up and he says, said, "Dave," he said, "David, what are you doing in jail?" Thoreau looked up through the bars and said, "Emerson, what are you doing outside of jail?"
Congregation: Laughter
Jones: And thats the way I feel today. (Pause) (Ministerial cadence) So we dont worry about me. I only live one day at a time. Its not too present, because I got babies that I want to rear. Ive got all this family I want to protect. But I only live one day at a time. And somehow the moon looks prettier. And the sun shines brighter. And those I love look more beautiful, because I only live one day at a time. Because I know the price of truth may be one day, that Ill have to lay down my life, but Im not afraid to lay down my life for my brethren.
Congregation: Applause
Jones: (Normal tone) Not afraid. I lost that fear someplace. Someplace I lost it. And Im a freer person because of it. And Ida died, when they shot me, if Ida been afraid of dyin. If I had tried to keep my life, Ida lost it. If you try to lose your life, you find it. If you try to keep it, and youll lose it. (Pause) I just take one day at a time. And thats the price of truth. Now those of you who are doubtin, you watch the attendance. The first meeting we had here, they were packed in the aisles, down the seats, on uh, the seats over there, down the chairs, standin in the back. There was This place was packed. (Pause) (Short laugh) And itda stayed packed, if I just healed the sick.
Congregation: Murmurs
Jones: (Voice rises) Everybody loves somebody that can cause the cripple to walk. Everybody loves somebody that can cause a woman like this that couldnt see. You can see me now, cant you, Janie?
Janie: Yes, indeed.
Jones: How many fingers I got up, now, Janie?
Another voice: (unintelligible)
Jones: (Normal tone) Yeah, thats right. All right. Well, you missed it by one. You missed it, Janie. But you could you you couldnt see at all. What What have I got in my hand? (Pause) She was totally blind. A book. Thats what I got. A book. Thats right. Thats right. See, thats amazing. She couldnt see anything. That right, Janie?
Janie: Sure!
Jones: Fifteen years (unintelligible under Janie with microphone)
Janie: Everything you say is right.
Jones: All right.
Congregation: Applause and affirmation
Jones: Totally blind. Everybody likes somebody that can get you some sight when youre totally blind. Everybody likes somebody that can cause you to walk when you cant walk. Everybody likes to get rid of cancer. Everybody likes you, like this Willie Bryant there, that was who I told him to go back to the hospital, and theyll find no cancer, and it was all gone. Hed been operated and operated. Everybody like you, like that little child dying, they want their children healed. If Id do that, youd have to have the Shrine Auditorium for me.
Congregation: Murmurs
Jones: But the trouble is, the rub comes in, is because Ive preached the truth. Another rubs comes in: I wont let anybody buy me. Do you know of the people that come up there, want to give me a thousand dollars, somebody right back here settin in the row, says, Ill give him a thousand dollars, he come back and takes it in m his hand. I said, I dont take a thou one dollar in my hand, so why should I take a thousand dollars in my hand?
Congregation: Murmurs
Jones: She kept her thousand. (Pause) Im not startin it. (Cries out) No! You just as much a nigger as me, if you got a thousand, you probably just out (unintelligible word: "cooked"? "crooked?") somebody, thats the only reason you have a thousand.
Congregation: Applause and calls
Jones: Or you had a few breaks. Say, I worked hard. Well, you coulda been (Voice drops) unfortunate like someone in here that was born blind or born crippled. So dont think dont be too cocky. Its just the breaks. Just the breaks. (Pause) Well, I love you, and thats why I gave you the truth, because its costly. Its costly. Its costly. (Pause) Cause every enemy gets after me, they sic everybody on us. In Seattle, they sicced the fire department on us. Fire chief said I I dont want to bother you people. Said, Ive been called five times. (Pause) Said, you gots the wrong kind of seat in here. They sicced Theyve sicced every kind of official on us, every place, everywhere. They wont rent buildings to us, Crouch Temple Church of God in Christ, minister came out and he I minister said, give me some money under the table, and if I hed give me a little money on the side, I might be able to help you. I said, no, I said, Ill never be back here, I said, you not gettin none of my money. I knew what he was tryin to do. He was tryin to get that money. And he knew I wasnt coming back. What was his name? (Pause) No, no, it wasnt Reverend Krause [phonetic] who did that. Dickey. Hickey. Or whatever. (Pause) Dont say he didnt do it, he sure did it. (Pause) He can sue me if its not true. I said, no, I said, the brothers will never get back in this building, theyll never let us back, and Crouch Temple never let us back. (Voice rises) What are they afraid of? They got so much God, what are they afraid of? If youve got so much God, why are you afraid of this little ol nigger Indian? If youve got so much truth in you, why are you afraid to hear me? Isnt it all right, in America, theres supposed to be freedom of speech, freedom of assembly, Im supposed to be able to rent a building, that buildings supposed to be rented to anybody that wants to rent it. I could take him to court if I wanted to. I could make those folks stop renting that building to anybody, because when you discriminate to one group of people Ive never been arrested for anything, Ive never violated any laws, when I get arrested, itll be when this country is taken over by dictatorship, (Pause) (Voice moderates) cause Im not wasting any time getting drunk or chasin any women. Nobody gone shoot me in their bed with anybodys wife, cause Im not gone be there.
Congregation: Murmurs
Jones: And thats where most of your preachers have been. Many a time, honey, I can tell you, many a time. The head of the Baptist Alliance, right Doctor George Bedford right here, tried to get two of my young girls in in the bedroom. (Pause) Let him sue me, if its not true. Doctor George L. Bedford, Pastor, Macedonia Avenue Baptist Church, Macedonia Baptist Church on Sutter Avenue, the biggest Baptist church in California. Dont tell me he didnt do it, he did it.
Congregation: Murmurs
Jones: (Aside) Hold it, just hold it there for me, little brother. (Back to congregation) This little brother was, by the way, paralyzed from the waist down. Waist down. He fell off a cliff. I ran to him barefooted, and when I touched him, he started walking, thats why hes been a faithful little companion.
Congregation: Applause
Jones: He fell off a cliff, way like up some of there. Cliff I mean, you look at the cliff behind our church, you can see what it is, how high it is, way back at the back acreage. Well, thats neither here nor there. (Pause) Only reason I mention healings is cause some of you folk wouldnt sit here five minutes for the truth. Mmm-mmm [No]. You wouldnt come across the street to hear the truth. I know I dont have enough polish to draw you. Honesty is not enough polish. Straight ol truths not enough. Its the fact that I have got an extraordinary gift of healing. Thats why youre here. (Voice rises) And some of you going to endure it, hopin that Ill be finished pretty soon, so that I can come up and down the aisle, and somebody can pull on me here and pull on me there, and Ill be just like a piece of beef, pulled out, pulled in, pulled on
Congregation: Murmurs
Jones: (Moderates) Dont bother him. Uh I told you about old dogs, they cant le let him growl. Come on. (Pause) (In full throat) All youre waitin on. You havent heard a word I said. Youre waiting on (draws out word) me-e-e-e-e, so I can heal you, so I can get you well, but you wont let me give you the thing that raised me up. Ive been raised from the dead. Doctor Earl Thomas can tell you, I was healed 17 years ago, when he said I was gonna die of cancer. What healed me? (Voice drops) I looked at my babies that Id adopted. I didnt asked to be healed. I said, whos going to raise them? And a glow came within me. (Pause) I said, Im well. Eva Pugh, whos been healed of arthritis, couldnt had to take cortisone to her medicine every day, I healed her. Shes our treasurer now. In advanced years. Her husband [James Pugh] was dying of cancer, [I] healed him. (Pause) Wherere you going? (Pause) One of you. One of you need to stick around. Gertrude, better tell him, he needs to stick around. (Clucks disapproval) (Pause) (Calls out) All right, all right, I know when youre coming and going. (Pause) (Normal tone) Seven out of the ten, probably, at least, or three out of four, whove walked out of here, either had some impending disaster, or some sickness. (Pause) The worst ones that I said that needed me, have walked out. But they they think they dont need me, so thats their problem, I guess. I cant do anything about it. (Pause) My, my, my. My, my, my. (Pause) I feel like Jesus felt when he looked over Jerusalem. Every row I go back, I see several folks sleeping. (Pause) He said, Jerusalem, Jerusalem, how oft I would have gathered you, like a brood, doth are chickens under the wings, and you would not. (Pause) Los Angeles, Los Angeles, how Id like to take you. Cause I know the day and the hour, when part of this whole Californias gonna drop right into the sea. The minute. I know the day when bombs are going to burst in A. Lest in the very air, uh the minute, the second, the day, the year, has already been given. (Irritated aside) Move them quietly, please. Lives are at stake. (Pause) (Back to congregation) Its my orders that they get, uh, little fellows fed. Thats why we put a pool for them. They try to save our children. Weve lost none of them thus far. Never had a child arrested. So I cant be as bad as youre trying to make me. Never had a child in trouble. Never had one that ever grow up grew up to be a prostitute or be a drunk. Never had one. Never one grow up in my family and Ive had that organist was a child when she was with me, and that child was burned by a religionist that threw grease on her. (Pause) Threw grease on her, and I saved her. Sheda died, burned alive. They were babies when I started, babies. Theyve been with me all that long, and never one of them been arrested, never one of them taking drugs, never one of them ever used alcohol, (Cries out) never one of them.
Congregation: Applause and cheers
Jones: So what Im doing must not be all that bad. And I have got me my own Indian religion, thats what I got, (Voice moderates) thats what doing it. (Pause) My own Indian brand of Christ. (Pause) Its so wonderful. Its so wonderful. Where will you go? Where will you go? Where will you go? In order to get you to build a kingdom of heaven on earth, Ive got to tear up things that I hate to tear up. I dont like to even do it, because I dont like to see the anguish in your faces. (Deliberate) But where are you going to go? Everything in your book is messed up. (Pause) Youre not going to be able to get straight unless you have a straight person. [You] Say, how do I know a straight person? Follow the one thats got the most love. If you find somebody else with more loving than me, that adopts more children, takes in more older people, washes more of their backs, goes in with their han his hands and breaks up more of their bowel impactions (Pause) (Unintelligible word) takes their wounded bruises, gives them their their medicines, their vitamins, provides nice homes. If you find anybody that does any more goes to any more courts than I do, you follow them. Thats the place for you to go, to follow them. (Hurriedly) Thats a (unintelligible word: "tough"?) place for you to go to follow them. (Cries out) Im going to give you a last bombshell. (Calmer) Cause if you dont know in that Bible, that (Voice rises) it its not straight about who Jesus is. Its not straight about where he ascended from. One place says, that there was all the thieves railed on him. Another place, it says, only one railed on him. And the other ones rebuked the other thief and said Jesus said, this day, you will be with me in Paradise. One place it says that Jesus (stumbles over words) was crucified the third hour, and the other [the] sixth hour, one place it says that he was three days in the belly of the earth, the other place he said he died Friday and rose Sunday, thats a day and a half (In full throat) You dont know anything about that book.
Congregation: Reacts
Jones: (Calms, then rises throughout) In here it tells the awful things, it says, slaves, obey your masters. You dont believe that. Thank goodness, you didnt. Or youd still be in chains. Thats why they wrote it, though, to keep you like that Thats why they made you a Baptist and chained you to the chair, so that youd be good. They wanted you to be a good field good field Negroes. You know in the old days, there were the house niggers, and there were the field niggers. They wanted to get you to be a good house nigger, to say, "Yes, Master," "No, Master." (Pause) "Thank you, Master." "Thank you, Lord." You want to know why I didnt believe (unintelligible word) want to say Lord? Lord means the owner of slaves. I dont Im not a slave for anybody. I dont want to serve anybody that is a slave owner. The word Lord is not the original translation. God means good. Lord means the owner of a feudal state, or the owner of slaves, so I will never use the word Lord, never! (Pause) (Calms) Never. Never. Youll never get me to use it. Every place a song says it, I say God. (Pause) (Casual) Lost two more on that one. (Pause)
Single voice: Thank you, Father.
Jones: Yes. You say, say Jim Jones, Jim Jones, Jim Jones. (Pause) Jim Jones. Why they speak of your works, and they dont speak of the Lords works, and they talk all about this and that, and they dont give the glory to the Lord. (Pause) Where is the Lord? (Pause) Has he come along lately?
Congregation: Murmurs
Jones: Youd better listen now. (Pause) Has he come along lately? The story tells you about a God. You wouldnt know there was a God, if I wasnt walkin, or some sweet soul was walkin. You wouldnt know there was anything good. Somebody had to show you that there was love in the earth, or you would never have seen it. You sure didnt see it through no book, and in most preachers, you didnt see it through. If you studied them closely. (Pause) In the beginning, it says, was God. This same book, but it tells you that he made the earth in seven days, and then theres a difference in stories on that. Theres two creation stories, one right after another. The two chapters, and they disagree. One place he makes one thing first, another thing second, and then it it disagrees in the second chapter with what he did. You never know what he did make. You got things growing before the sun (Voice rises to shout) shines. Keep on walkin, keep on walkin, Im gonna keep on preachin. When you set down and will listen to something thatll get your head straight, Ill shut up.
Congregation: Scattered cries
Jones: (Calms, then rises throughout) I didnt preach at all yesterday, just healed the sick. (Pause) Just one after another, healed the sick, healed the sick, healed the sick, healed the sick. But I know that some of these sicknesses cant get healed unless you get the healing of the mind. Because when you see God in me, thats when its going to be reproduced in you. When you see the works in me, itll be reproduced in you. When you can see the hope of the world here, its in the body now.
Congregation: Scattered cries
Jones: (Pause) (Calm) Said, in the beginning (Draws out phrase) In the beginning, there was God. And he looked over the vast theme of time, Billy Graham says, and every church says it, Presbyterian, Baptist, Pentecostal, said God made off in the beginning, up in the skies, he looked out over the spaces, and he was lonely. (Pause) (Unintelligible word), thats what they tell you. He was lonely. Somebody back there said, they say youre the Maker. I said, No, Im a savior. But I didnt make you. (Pause) (Ministerial cadence) A savior means somebody that takes people in, somebody that takes them out when theyre drowning, somebody that feeds them when theyre hungry, yes, but I didnt put you in this hell. (Pause) (Calms) I said, you dont get me confused with that. (Stumbles over words) Thisll thisll Thisll bound you, if you get this one. (Pause) Then youll get up there youll get someplace, you dont want to work with me, youll get someplace and try to build a heaven here, because you know that all the reason they been telling you about a heaven up there is to keep you be quiet down here.
Congregation: Scattered laughter and calls
Jones: All right, now theyre theyre feeding you all this mess and these foods. If you didnt have me, you wouldnt know. If I wasnt raising organic foods, some folks, Ive cha changed two or three hundred lives, because of changing diets and vitamins and foods, cause theyre puttin even the f government report said that youre eating rats and mice and cockroaches ground up in every hamburger.
Congregation: Murmurs
Jones: (Voice rises) And every one of the preservatives in your food, theyre cancer-causing. Every time you see monosodium glutamate, every time you see some of these (unintelligible word), every time you see these things, theyre eating your body up, they wont feed em to the rich. (Pause) The rich dont eat em. Mmm-mmm. Just us poor peons. (Pause) (Moderates) Just us poor folk. Cause you said, (fake gibberish of woman in ecstasy), "One day, hallelujah, Im waiting for the great big round-up, he gone Gabriel gonna come on and go (high tooting), and Im gonna go sailin away, hallelujah, by and by, when the mornin comes, when all the saints of God are" (Pause) Youd like to shut me up, but you havent got enough power, not one of you got enough to shut me up, cause in this room, Ive already paid the rent. And it was high.
Congregation: Applause
Jones: The city of Los Angeles owns this building, and theyve rented it to socialists and communists and everybody else, so they gotta let me talk in here. Its one place you cant stop me from talking.
Congregation: Applause
(Pause)
Jones: (Laughs) When you get ready to repent, too, that sister over there that put that little pinch of dust out there, hed thought Id walked on. That why you got your thats why youre feeling that burning in the lower section of your posterior. Thats why youre burning right now.
Congregation: Laughter and cries
Jones: (Cries out) It takes bigger than you to shut me. Theyve come with their guns, and theyve shot through the windows, and the windows were riddled, but I was still standing. Just two weeks ago, they shot into my congregation, but I stopped every bullet, not one was hurt, not one was hurt.
Congregation: Applause and cries
Jones: (Moderates tone, but intense) Now you see what your Skygod can do for you. (Pause) I tried that Skygod. I said, dont let my granddaddy die. He was a good man, all of his days, been good to people, old white-haired black, brown, dark, Indian (Pause) Tall and stately. He died, worse than a snake would have to die. Eight hours, while the doctor was over attending a rich mans carbuncle. So I quit looking up then, I started looking within. And ever since then, nobodys died in my presence. My black son [James Jones Jr.] that I adopted, Doctor Curtis can tell you, his kidneys were severed, his heart was crushed, his lungs were crushed, but I just spoke the word where is Jim around, hes around here someplace. Hes around here helping me someplace. Hes very much alive now. My uh, my natural born son [Stephan Jones], the same thing, brought him back from a situation they said it couldnt be cured. Said, the judgment of God, folks said, the judgment of God. I said, Ill show em. (Pause) Ive raised him up, all my children are healthy, and in good state, fit fiddle fit as a fiddle. (Pause) All right now. (Pause) Ill try to close this in ten minutes, if you will sit down long enough to listen. (Pause) What you want all these pictures for? Youre going to run out of a market.
Congregation: Laughter
Jones: (Cries out) Cause folk wont buy this when they get what Im sayin. Ill put you yes, they give him up to die with kidney trouble, I healed him. (Pause) I said, to you, didnt I say, itd be all right? Doctors said it wouldnt work, didnt I say itd be all right?
Single voice: Yeah.
Congregation: Scattered applause
Jones: (Laughs) You sh you show my what your God. Im like Elisha of old, that Jews talk about in the old history books. He said, let the God thats God answer by fire. Until you can get something thats doing work for for you, work that Im doing for the people, then why dont you try me? Why dont you try my spirit? Why dont you touch and taste and see that it is good?
Congregation: Applause
Jones: (Calms) Why, the dead Nobodys ever died in my presence since then. 28 plus 29 today, and shes still setting back there. 29. (Pause) (Aside) If she wants to eat, so she dont have to
Voice too quiet
Jones: Hands clasped. Theyre gettin some of the senior citizens to eat. We gotta get on our road, after the healing meeting. (Aside, unintelligible) (Back to congregation) Now were back back to the point. (Pause) (Aside), Oh well, thats fine. (Back to congregation) Theres my Jim that was dead on the highway.
Congregation: Cries of concern
Jones: And he told you, when you get sick, who do you call on? "You, Dad," he said.
Congregation: Applause and laughter
Jones: He said, "You, Dad." He dont look dead now.
One voice: No
Jones: His kidneys are (tape silence for ten seconds) Kerry Ross, would you go to the back of the building. Theres something that they need to tell you someone needs to talk to you at the back of the building. Kerry Ross. (Pause) All right. (Pause) I want to uh, conclude this little chapter. Ive shown you that they dont know who Jesus grandparents are. Ive shown you that the Gospels disagree as to how many grandparents he had. Ive shown you that they cant even agree what happened to him. Said when he was baptized, one writer said that he immediately went for forty days into the wilderness. And forty nights. And he saw no one but the devil. Said he was tempted by the devil. Raised up to a high pinnacle on the temple. Theres no pinnacles in temples. I dont know whether you know that or not, but they dont happen to be any pinnacles in temples. Well anyway, the other writer says (unintelligible word) three days after the wilder after he was baptized and the doves settled on him, he was over having a good time in Galilee, turn the water into wine.
One voice: Thats right.
Jones: Now, come on, now. Which is right? (Pause) Which is right? Both of them saying two different things. (Pause) (Short laugh) I got Ive got to quit this, I cant get through to folk. I get the
Voice unintelligible
Jones: You know what somebody just got through sayin to me? (Fake voice) "Every word in the book is true."
Congregation: Laughter
Jones: (Normal voice, calls out) Theres no use tryin. (Conversational tone) Imagine how after all Ive finished saying, someone gonna talk to me, "Every word in the book is true." (Pause) I changed the word just a little bit so it wouldnt embarrass the person, cause I dont want to embarrass anybody. But thats just exactly the essential of what she said. I dont want to embarrass anybody. (Pause) Now, in the beginning, it said God made man, because he was lonely. And then he got him a man, he wasnt the man wasnt satisfied, so he took a out of the rib of the man (clicks tongue) he took a rib and made a woman. Thats why they been treatin a woman like a rib ever since, too.
Congregation: Laughter
Jones: Mmm-hmm. Thats why women dont have their rights to this day, cause women? Let the man be the head of the house. Let the man do this (unintelligible word fragment) Obey. You know, obey. Course most of you women dont you never believe that, cause (laughs)
Congregation: Laughter
Jones: Look, I know how some of the the some of the men quote it too, as I was telling you. Children that were practically starving to death that I saved up here, the Cobb children, now one of thems going to be a doctor, that I gave him his education. (Pause) He Hed get drunk and hed be out chasin every woman and bring his wife home every disease, and hed say, (fake voice, first words unintelligible), "The Bible says, obey your husband."
Congregation: Laughter
Jones: Drunker than a hoot owl, and thats all he could ever quote. "The Bible says, obey your husband."
Congregation: Laughter and movement
Jones: And uh so Adam Eve got out of the rib, and she after God got through spittin on the dust and makin Adam. And they said Adam and Eve didnt know right from wrong, and said uh, you can eat of the Tree of Life Isnt what the book said? You wouldnt know, three of you, you asleep. It said the uh
Congregation: Laughter
Jones: It said uh, eat, eat of the Tree of the Life, but it said, dont eat of the Tree of the Knowledge of Good and Evil, cause the day you do, youre gone die. Thats [what it] said, didnt it?
Congregation: Thats right.
Jones: Well, Eve was hungry, and like most women, she got time to do something for a man, she lookin around, she start workin, she learned how to be boss quick, cause she out runnin around tryin to find something for her husband while he layin up there. And
Congregation: Laughter, calls of "All right"
Jones: And she looked and she looked and she looked and she found her an apple. (Pause) And so she Serpent The serpent The other fellow, the devil Now I never figured out this old story. See, I uh, see God as Mind, as Energy, and Im just appropriating Energy. Ive learned how to adapt energy like a, a generator does electricity. I cant worship this kind of screwball God you got, uh, with a granddaddy with a long beard and bald head, (mumbles in dismissal). Anyway
Voice: Take your time.
Jones: I will.
Congregation: Laughter
Jones: (Cries out) So (Calms) You see, in the beginning, God was lonely and he created a man, and he created angels, and uh, the uh How bad off he was, you say hes all-powerful, yet I got a verse in here that says Judges 1:19, that God was able to uh Judges, the first chapter, the nineteenth verse, says God was able I dont think Well, its in here (unintelligible word) someplace. Its in the Bible. [It] Says God could, uh He could drive uh, drave out its not even spelled right. Said he could drave out the inhabitants of the mountains, but he couldnt do nothing with those inhabitants of the valley, cause they had chariots. (Laughs) (Pause) (Voice rises) Its in the book. Acts one uh, Jud Judges 1:19. God couldnt get rid of the people in the valley, because they had chariots. Now what kind of a God you got? And God, (unintelligible word) Old Bible, of the King James, the old book, this old stuff weve been talking about, (Voice drops) this God was so weak, (Pause) that he made him a bunch of angels, and the most beautiful one he made rebelled against him and led a third of them off. (Cries out) Took a third of them off. Took of a third of his angels, and he was the devil. (Calm) Now, I dont know whether these stories ever run run against your grain or not, but Maybe not. Maybe they dont. (Aside) Now, honey, you dont have to do this. You youre working awful hard, I can carry this, you want to sit down awhile. Cause Im walking you too much, maybe. (Back to congregation) So and they didnt (unintelligible phrase). He was lonely. And thats the reason probably he got into trouble, he was lonely and Now what Id do if I looked on this mess of Los Angeles, and I was the only one, Id look down on Los Angeles and Id say, (Pause) "Well, if Im in this mess, I love folk too much to make another one like me." (Pause) You know why they have to keep these on there? You know why they asked you to keep these on there? Theyve poisoned my food. General Hospital they put so much poison in the my food somebody put poison in right when it went down, and I took enough poison that they said in the clinic, that it would have killed five horses.
Congregation: Movement
Jones: They had it checked. General Hospital. So thats why they put the top on it, so nobody can put Isnt that something? That you cant walk down the aisle. I Theyre so s Theyre so afraid of me, they try to poison me, but they they they better learn that they
Congregation: Murmurs
Jones: (Calls out) All right. Anyhow. Anyway. This is what you have been putting your time with, and will draw this day to its conclusion, cause its just two minutes from when I said ten minutes. (Pause) What kind of business have you been worshipping? (Pause) All they give you is excuses. Say, God loved you. He made you. That isnt That doesnt make any sense to you. Doesnt make any sense to your mind. Said, well, he made the devil. (Voice moderates) Whyd he make the devil? He made him because he had to be a free moral creature to choose right from wrong. The best thing to do is not make anybody at all, then they wouldnt get in no trouble. (Pause) Hmm?
Congregation: Movement. One man laughs
Jones: (Calls out) So what do you really believe? Im not You wont know, Im just trying to cause you to think. And by tearing up some of these things, I will get you to think, and youll think your way to salvation. You dont feel your way to salvation. You have to come, let us reason together. (Pause) (Calm) Right now, as I said, theyve made the newspapers last week, not free anymore. Because every newspaper has to tell, who tells them any news. So thats gonna make a newspaper not get any sources on whos in the Mafia, or whos pushing the dope, or whos robbing the poor folks in the in their housing. The newspapers not going to be able to expose it, because they have to tell who told them. Little by little, a police states creeping on, and they still got us singing, (Sings softly) "By and by, dont make no difference anyhow. Im gonna go to heaven one day." (Voice rises) How do you know? Nothing in there thats straight. Dont have a straight story in it. How you know theres a heaven? (Pause) Jesus didnt talk about going anywhere. He said, Thy kingdom come, thy will be done, in earth (Voice drops) He said, the kingdom of heaven is nigh to you. Its within you. (Pause) They got plans, right now, to destroy every black person. Ive got it up here. I wont go into the laws. Its called racial genocide. They talked about it on What was the name of the womans program? Right on national TV. (Pause) Ethnic Whatd they call it? The ethnic weapons. Whats her name?
Congregation: (scattered) Virginia Graham
Jones: Virginia Graham program. Says the military has a plan to destroy every minority. She said, thats too bad. (Pause) Ethnic weapons. She said, thats too bad to think about, and they wouldnt it go on any more. Its already printed, to destroy. You think that they (unintelligible word)? You say, oh, well, my, not going to do it, cause Gods gonna come. Thats what the Jews said. The Jews said in Germany, Gods gonna come and get us out of our trouble. Gods chosen people, the book says, are the Jews. (Pause) He didnt keep the Germans from murdering nine million of them. One of the evangelists come through my town, told how he he said he didnt know. He said, youre supposed to obey those that have rule over you. So he stood back while the German secret police came in and shot down little children, right in his church. They said, open your mouth and close your eyes, Im gonna give you a piece of candy. And they put a Luger in every mouth, and shot every baby, right down on the stree on the altar. (Calls out) That happened to the Jews. (Pause) And that, the book says, theyre the chosen people. Well, if theyre the chosen people, they sure went through a mess in Europe, cause Germany, when they got through, there wasnt a one left alive. Killed em. Burned em. Send them to gas ovens, till they dug at the ceiling. They thought they were in showers. And when they found out, they dug at the ceilings. The mark is still at Dachau (Voice drops) and in all of those terrible places. (Pause) (Whispers name) Auschwitz. The fingernails, as they cr would reach to the ceiling to get out, because they believed that there was a (scornfully) Skygod. They believed that there was a heaven they were going to go to. (Pause) (Low, intense) Wake up, mother. Youve worked yourself to death for nothing. (Pause) (Calm) Seven years ago, they beat somebody to death because of the color of their skin in the streets of my town, but no more, because were all together, and we all vote. We voted in the last supervisor, we voted in the last sheriff. Thats the way were going to have freedom. (Voice rises) Youll keep waiting for a Skygod, and youre going end yourself up in trouble. And Ill tell you something else. We went up to Canada, and we cleaned up every place until a man come from Parliament, he said, "Im afraid your countrys going to go dictatorship." He said, "If you want to bring your busses in, Ill let you get in. When it starts coming," he said, "load your busses and well let you go in as far as you want into the w wilds of British Columbia." (Voice moderates) [He] Said, "No matter what they do, they wont be able to find you." I said, "Thank you, sir."
Congregation: Applause and calls of affirmation
Jones: He said, "Youre the cleanest bunch of people" (Pause) Thats just about the way Im just quoting almost exactly the way it was. Port Langely, I told you what they said, said we the way the children take care of the old people, how they clean up everything, said we weve never had a group of people that were so decent, so honest, so clean. (Pause) So Ive got an emergency plan for whatever. I know that theres going to be a great holocaust. I know the date of that. In the meantime, there may be a dictatorship take over. (Ministerial cadence) Your last weeks Enqurier, National Enquirer, prints white Los Angeles officials and names governmental people, that names a school of assassination right out here in the desert, where theyre training people that killed [former Alabama governor and presidential candidate George] Wallace, that killed Martin Luther King, that killed President [John F.] Kennedy, that killed Senator [Robert] Kennedy You know that they didnt do it alone. Sirhan [convicted assassin of Robert Kennedy, Sirhan B. Sirhan] didnt have any money. He didnt have any job. (Voice moderates) The man that killed uh The man that killed uh, Wallace had been tracin Governor [Democratic presidential candidate, Senator George] McGovern, hed been tracin every one of them. Travelin, livin in the biggest hotels. When they found Sirhan, he had hundred dollar bills on him, he hadnt worked for months. (Cries out) Whered he get the money? (High pitch) And the National Enquirer says, its a plan to cause division by killing b both the bad guys and the good guys, until everybody will have lose face in the political process, and well let somebody take over by pu uh, dictatorship, and by power, and will yield electoral process, (Voice calms) will yield the Constitution. (Pause) Said, its a plan, and if National Enquirer that has three and half million subscribers says its our (Deliberate) CIA, our American Central Intelligence Agency thats doing it. (Pause) (Intense) Now, thats what you need to be hearing. (Pause) This Ill tell you, and what your KCBS said, over the radio, had a big man from the CIA, says, "I had to quit." He said, in in Bangkok, he said, in Cambodia, we are bringing out the the what is it, the opium, that makes heroin. (Calls out) He says, our government planes are taking out the heroin to keep up those generals dictatorships over there, to keep their governments up, eighty percent of all the heroin in the world, we are transporting with our tax dollars in our planes to keep those generals in power. It was right on the radio, and nobody listened to it, because were too busy reading little black books or down on our knees, or in some old dumb missionary meeting. We wont hear whats going on.
Congregation: Applause
Jones: (Voice calms) He gave his name, and KCBS gave the documentation. And our tax dollars done that. (Pause) Sure, they murdered these leaders. (Pause) And the man here, across the who happens to be across the street from the office of the CIA. He says he saw two of them from the bay office you can look at him, and see whether hes telling the truth or not, thats up to you to decide he saw two of them that he saw walk in the CIA office every day in San Francisco go in my Seattle meeting. (Pause) Huh. Why they going up to Seattle from San Francisco? What do they want with me? (Pause) (Short laugh) And they had a Bible in their hand, he said, too.
Congregation: Scattered laughter and movement
Jones: (Ministerial call) They like me dead, but they dont know how quite to get it done. They tried to shoot me, they tried to poison me, they tried to run over me with a truck, and Im still going, because I dont believe in a Skygod, I believe in me, God in me. Thats what I believe in.
Congregation: Applause
Jones: (Voice calms) And what Im trying to get you folks to do, not giving me a dime. Just get you to put your money together, and lets build communities and protect ourselves from the enemies that are from without and within. Theyre all around you. In San Francisco I meant to close, but I gotta give this in San Francisco, the paper, the Sun-Reporter exposed the entire Baptist Alliance for squandering monies that were meant for poverty and for the poor, and it named the name, one of the ministers I just prophesied, he dead, Reverend Green. All the names, put their pictures, showed what theyd done, and do you think that usns folks, us dummies, listen to it? That paper wouldve been put out of business. Its not the biggest paper. It was a little paper, run by a a very fine doctor [Carlton Goodlett, physician and publisher of Sun-Reporter], whos been a good friend, the ways he says he dont believe in churches. He came and he said well, Im not going to say what he said about me. People heard what he said. In a word, he said, there was never a man alive like me. (Pause) (Voice rises) But that black man printed the truth about all those black preachers. Doctor Goodlett preached put it down in writing, gave the dates, told the amounts of money, and told it all, they coulda been put in the jails. But the people so Uncle Tom and Aunt Jane, they still going to those churches. They wont listen to truth when its spelled out and told to them. (Pause) (Calms) You got the same stinkin mess right here today. Same stinkin mess. Now Im gettin ready to close. But before I close, I think its a shame Im not taking an offering but I think its a shame that theres four hundred and thirty-three dollars. And I hope that therere some of you that love. Before I start calling out people again, I would like somebody to help us, so that we if it hadnt been for a man to pay for the rent yesterday, we wouldnt have had enough money to pay the rent this this time. Theyve tried to freeze us out. (Pause) 433 people Why, I can tell you that [Reverend] Ike, with his $250,000 house, and his indoor swee swi swimming pool and his outdoor swimming pool, thats heated. You dont go away with less than In Seattle, they told us what uh, they went away with, $50,000, one of those big healers.
Voice: A.A. Allen [healing evangelist of the 1950’s], $64,000 (unintelligible)
Jones: A. Allen A. Allen raised sixty-four thousand, and I know across there on Hill Street, that man over there has paid for those seats, hes raised offering for that same bunch of seats fifteen times. Theyre still paying for those same seats, they never (unintelligible word) returning crowd, keep coming in, you know, to buy this new seats. Come up to Redwood Valley July twenty-second, and youll see chairs that can be taken up so we can do physical therapy in the heated pool, for our children. I dont have a heated pool. The people have a heated pool. (Rises into ministerial cadence) The people have a sanitarium. The people have senior citizen homes, the people have a childrens home, the people have four dormitories, and I want the people to have a hospital. Thus far those of you (unintelligible word) are in my family membership have not had to have one. (Voice calms) But if they do, I dont want it to be the mess like I did, when I was a kid, and got my first job, I was the head of the nurses, before I went to college at 17, and its still the same way today. My wifes [Marceline Jones] been a head of surgery, weve got several registered nurses up there. If you come in, and if youre somebody, they put on a little, little code on your chart. It means (Deliberate) VIP. Theyve got different words for it now. (Pause) Very important person. You worked in the hospitals, you know what I mean. (Voice rises) And youre a peon, you can die. But let one of those VIPs ring the bell, and theyll run right there, and you can lay and die. You. All you white and black folk here, you can die. Because theyll take care of first are those VIPs. (Pause) (Intense, but low) Right now (unintelligible word) till I trained this nurse, through our college plan, and she took over those hos that hospital nursing division, they were sewing up things in peoples guts, sewing up instruments in their bellies Oh, dont tell read All you have to do is read the medical magazines on that. It happens all the time. Cuttin off things that dont need to be cut off (Pause) Heard just the other day, one in San Francisco, one of our registered nurses, she said she shes quittin, she going in another another hospital, she said she heard the doctor say, "Well, I think I could save her breast, but we just Itd be simpler to cut it off."
Congregation: Murmurs
Jones: Says its tedious work says its tedious work, so Id think that itd be simpler to cut it off.
Congregation: Murmurs
Jones: (Ministerial cadence) Now I know all doctors are not like that, but theres a whole lot of them that are like that. Whole lot of crooked doctors, just like there are whole lot of crooked preachers. I know a preacher up there one that (unintelligible phrase) (calms) hes got a harp up in Redwood Valley, let him sue me if the old liar. He He belongs to the Adventist Church, and hes always going around saving souls, he says, "Oh, you gotta get saved. You gotta get saved. Want to get you saved." You know what that rascal does? Hell go into our nursing We wont let him in our nursing homes anymore, cause we got thirteen. We We set up our own people in business too. We help one another. (Voice rises) Were not building no churches, were not building no great big cathedrals, Ive got one ol organ I bought 20 years ago, 22 years ago, and that ol organ still plays like it just as good as it was in the day I bought it. Ive carried it from New York to Canada, and its still playing, bless its heart, and its gone play a long while yet, Im gonna let it play till the bo the boards fall off. The boards already have fallen off the piano, and its still playing. (Cries out) We dont need pianos, we dont need organs, we dont need church benches, we need something that will lift us up out of our misery.
Congregation: Applause
(Pause)
Jones: (Short laugh) (voice calms) Yeah, youre a young man. You may have been he around here a few years, but youre a young man, and I you youre you have an understanding. And they got some over there, dont know their right hand from their left, and theyre young, and they ought to know better. (Pause) Youre settin and listening. (Pause) I want to see us have freedom. That doctor, I want to tell you, he comes in these nursing homes, we got 13 members of our church that own nursing homes now. The best in the town. Cleanest in the town. (Voice starts to climb) And were gonna keep on, we got that valley in our hands, if youll cooperate with us. Well move some of you up there, and you can retire in peace, wont have to This This is awful out here, this smog. You got cities all around here saying, that government, Sacramento, youre gonna do somethin about it, they said yesterday, or were gonna stop every car in our town, because it cannot stand it, the way its killin our people. (Voice moderates) I can run two miles in Redwood Valley, Ill run off and down to the get the mail at the country store. Run. I run two blocks in this town, and I taste lead, and I get fuzzy-headed. My ears go (makes zingy sounds).
Congregation: Scattered laughs
Jones: (Calls out, then returns to normal tone) This town is filled with just pollution, and they said the ozone was so bad, over your TV, over one of your radio stations, said your ozone was so bad, I think it was Thursday or Friday, it said, dont anybody do any exercise outside. Dont even clip the hedges. (Pause) What do you think theyre telling you that for? (Laughs) Cause they want a few more dollars from you, they want their taxes. (Pause) See, its gettin so bad now, they didnt mind if you died off, but if everybody dies off, there wont be anybody to keep the rich in power. (Laughs) (Pause) Well, what I said about this doctor, and a re religious doctor, the only good doctors in our town up there are doctors [that] dont go to church. Every one of the religious doctors up there is a ratfink. This doctors an Adventist, and he is something else. Hell go in He would go into nursing home until I stopped him, and he would (more intense) never see a patient. And sign the slips, 12:15. Is it true? You registered nurses, all you nurses up there, is it true? Marceline, is it true? Hed slign [sign] the papers (Pause) and never see em, and send it in to, um, the uh, Medicare. And my wife, due to my instruction, I said, go see that one man. The old man had something in his ear clear down and it wasnt a member of my church, in another home and then they kept saying, (unintelligible word/name), hes just a little loco. Hes just a little Hes just emotionally troubled. And we took that man to Doctor Whitaker in Santa Rosa, whos an atheist, he can cuss like a fishwife, we took him up there, and he says, (Cries out) "Who in the ba-bum-ba-lump-bump" He said, "Who treated this man? For two years this mans ear and Eustachian tubes have been rotted out with cancer, till it eat clear down," and that rotten doctor had never once looked in that ear, and robbed that man for two years of his money. And youre gettin hooked like that every day. (Pause) (Calm) We had a woman on our trip, if I hadnt saved her, she sent her on the trip, (Pause) sent her right from a hospital here. No, and Ill not name it. No, its all right, if you go trip. Take a few penicillin tablets. I come back and looked at her feet, and she was ready to die. She had gangrene in both legs. Stopped in Oregon to doctor, he said, "This woman? Too late." He said, "I wont do a thing for her, its too late." The only reason shes alive is because of me. (Voice climbs) Her legs were rotten, and for nine months, they had never took an examination, just give her a penicillin tablets, and anybody with a bit of sense knows, that an oral tablet wont reach something thats clear to the bone. But they wanted her out of their hair, and she (Shouts at woman) Sit down, you Aunt Jane, sit down, Im tired of you moving. Sit down. (Pause) (Ministerial monotone) Ill tell you, its a shame, I only come so often, I wont be back until next week, July eighth and ninth, then then not till August fifth and sixth, and by golly, I may not ever come back to this stinkin hole. (Pause) Wherere you goin? You got no place to go. (Pause) So selfish, she wont hear somebody thats poured out their soul. (Cries out) Giving their soul.
Congregation: Scattered applause and cries, applause builds momentarily
Jones: (Normal tone) Lets get together, cause we dont know that theres going to be anything but what Jesus said, whats in your hand, what Moses said, whats in your hand, use it with all your might. Jesus said the kingdom that is within. Thy kingdom, in earth. (Pause) Its gonna have to be built in earth. (Pause) (Soft tone) Have I been with you so long that you cannot understand, Im just trying to save you.
One man: Thats right.
Jones: Im just trying to save you from the grafters and the corrupters and the ones that have ruined your minds, that have taken a hold of you and used you. And Ill not prove it anymore. How can I do it? (Pause) Ive done everything I know to be good and kind. Ive adopted eight babies, Ive never refused an older person a home, someones going home with us, right in this this very night, from here. (Pause) So, now, [you] say, "I wont ever need to go home." You wait. (Pause) The last meeting, Louise Henry, [who] now lives in our home, beautiful home at Snuffin and Oak, the most beautiful home you want to find, you wont find any rest homes or nursing homes like ours. Theyre the cleanest and nicest that there are.
One man: Thats right.
Jones: She walked out that door, I said, "Please dont leave." She said, "This is not my religion. I want to go see my kinfolk." I said, "Please dont leave." Shed never give a dime to the church, never give a dime. I said, "If you go, your comings and goings in trouble. Youre in danger on the street." She didnt no more get out of the street, she hadnt been out there any time at all, till she broke both hips. She fell down right out in back of this building, and broke both hips. They laid her up in hospital, our last meeting was May 28th, she laid there until about a week ago, when I took her two weeks ago her kinfolk never sent her a card, or never came inside that hospital door, and her preacher, not one member of her church ever visited her, and who took her? I brought her all the way back to Redwood Valley and give her a home. Now she hadnt got any money. The hospital took every dime she had, every dime she had, (Calls out) its all gone now. She couldve helped me, if shed had sense. (Conversational tone) But you see, I love people, I s still couldnt forget that shes older, and she didnt know what she was doing. So Im gonna say today, little differenter than usual, I want to see some folk here thatll support this cause. Cause Im gonna come back here, dont you get worried, Im gonna come till I get some of you folk moved. You know what Ive got here mostly, older peoples got sense. Ive got young minds in old bodies. I got a swinging young person here, but where are our youth? You may not dig the other churches, but here, that come in here, the youth that come in here, they wont even listen, some of them.
One man: Thats right.
Jones: And everything Ive said Ive proven. (Repetition more deliberate) Ive proven everything Ive said. (Pause) You say, well, youre not gonna make me believe there not a Skygod. Well, I may not make you believe theres not a Skygod, but Im gonna tell you, you cant prove, with all your life, you cant prove that hes friendly.
One man: Thats right.
Jones: (Voice rises) Because if there is one, two out of three babies are going to bed hungry every day. People of all races, just because of the color of their skin, they get the worst shaft. Just because of the color of their skin, they get the worst treatment. Why is that? I treat everybody alike. The Christ thats here, the God thats here, treats everybody alike. I dont see rich or poor, black or white, I see people as people.
Congregation: Applause
One man: Yeah. Thats right.
Jones: (Calmer) Now if there was a Being up there like you say there was, some great-granddaddy, and he was all-wise, all-knowing, he should get off of that throne and come down here, cause people are starving to death. [CBS News anchor] Walter Cronkite said, ten million are starving, and it showed on your TV, little white and black, Indian babies, starving all over America. Not to mention, the United States government says (Voice climbs) two out of three babies, while we set right here, while we sit here, (Voice moderates) two out of three babies that he made, that you say the Skygod made, are starving. What if you What if my eight children were one of them was starving. Youd say, you louse, get out of here. (Pause) Hmm? (Pause) You quit thinking. (Pause) Youre saying, youre doing away with everything I ever held on to. Maybe if I do away with something, you might start building something proper. Theres a explanation for this. It has to deal with rebirth. But Im not going to give you any positive things today, Im gonna give the negative, so that youll get the old torn down. Youre never going to do anything, (quickly, more excited) cause you know what some of you folkll do? Just like I heard that reverend this morning say I heard him say it he says, "Well, theres trouble all around, they shootin our people in the streets, and if we dont get anyplace, theres no justice," but he say, "when the (draws out word) great white throne judgment," said, "when we go on that great round-up," says, "then were going to have justice." Thats the way all of you (In full throat) You wont do anything, cause you think that someplace out there in the sky, youre gonna get your justice. Youll get no more justice than what you work for (Cries out) right here.
Congregation: Applause
Jones: Ive Ive said enough.
End of tape
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